你是我生命里的癌症

你是我生命里的癌症

你是我生命里的癌症

作者：Julia

在这样安静的下午

坐在电脑前面写诗

给你

走出去的总是故乡，

回不来的才是故人。

那些被风吹皱了的涟漪

一点一点

碎了杯底

从来没有说过想念你

能够说出去的都已经说的很清楚

保持缄默的会一直缄默下去。

所以

我并不声张。

在每个这样安静的午后

阴天。

下雪或者不下雪

同样在纸上

画你。

想念

是一个人的事情。

午夜里盛开的花儿

只管盛开

并不为了吸引你。

沉默

以一朵花的姿态

多好。

好吧

想哭的时候就哭吧

即使触不到肩膀；

冷了就左手拥抱右手吧，

即使空了身旁。

就这样

像此时抱紧自己的双肩

把冬天抱在怀里。

感谢曾经有你

教会我自己恋上自己。

有些人注定是生命里的癌症

如你。

而有些人不过是一个喷嚏而已

如我。

爱情

就是这样不讲道理。

要怎样

才能忘了你。

你走的那么匆忙

忘记了教会我怎样生活

没有你。

---

YOU ARE CANCER IN  MY LIFE

ByJulia

On a quiet  afternoon

I am writing poems

for you

A place that people leave is called hometown

A guy that won’t come back is called ex- mate

The ripples blown by wind step by step

Break  the bottom of the heart

I have never said I  miss you

Whatever can been  said has been said

Whatever should be kept secret is still a secret

Therefore

Without a word .

In every quiet  afternoon

Cloudy，

Snows or not.

On a sheet of  paper I always

draw you

yearning for you

is only my own  business，

as those flowers bloom at night

which just wanna  abloom；

not for you.

I keep silence,

in the way a  flower does.

Alright

If can’t bear  crying

Burst out crying ,please

Even if there is  no shoulder to cry on ;

If feeling cold

Let the right arm  hug the left one

Even if there is  nobody beside.

Yeah , just like  this .

Hug myself  tightly

Holding winter in  my arms

I am grateful to  you for loving me before

And for teaching  me falling for myself also .

There must be  someone who is cancer in the life,

Like you ;

While there mus tbe someone who’s only a sneeze,

Like me .

Love is always so  nonsense

How can I forget  you easily ?

You leave me in  such a hurry

That you forgot to  tell me

How to  live my own life

without you